Exam Season

Hello Lover!!

I know you love me to death and your probably my loyal reader. Unfortunately i need to prioritize and concentrate on my studies, its the exam season!!

xoxoxoxoxoxJune O-levelxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

sorry for the inconvenient!!



Stay sexy, you know you'll miss me!!
-mahyuddin

A day at the beach!!

UNWRITTEN

You probably have heard the song Unwirtten by Natasha Bedingfield, well if u dont bah bektah liat TV atu n tunggu iklan pantene, arah Youtube kah taip saja tia UNWRITTEN. Aldo lagu ani lama plg sudah tapi bagi ku lagu ani timeless bah. Bah kontiniu story ku ani ah, well this song really spoke to me especially the lyrics. for me the whole definiton of this song is LIFE.

What i meant is that the lyrics is a comparing our life to a book. But a book, has beggining, the whole story and the ending, pretty much written in articulate description of beautiful vocabulary and a sure ending after reading a few hundred pages which is written by an author. But life is not like that, basically your the author of your own book, to be more clear you yourself is incharge of your own life. Ada kan arh lyricnya it sez 'open up the dirty window and let the sun illuminate the words you could not find' well for me this means that open up to new experiences and and find new thing to do every day.

This song also tells you to enjoy life to the fullest, just by enjoying the very little things in life like feeling the rain on your skin on not afraid to voice out and tell the world what you think, cos no one can speak the words that you thought..well just don't go overboard with it, smpai hurt people pnya feelings. Also the line where it says 'We've been condition to not make mistakes' whoever made this condition is prolly nuts, aldo making few mistakes is quite important but if u make many mistakes and you learn from it, you can benefit more in life rather than making no mistakes and eventually making a huge mistake at once. 'Live your life with arms wide open' this tells you to make peace and accept people and to appreciate the give that Allah has bestow upon you.

At the end of the day all you need to do is live life to the fullest and appreciate whats around you and always be grateful to Allah. The next day is a new beginning, a new chapter in your book and all you need to do is open your ears and eyes and appreciate the little things in life instead of looking for that extraordinary things in life and not stopping for a moment to smell the roses and ending up missing a lot than gaining that 'extraordinary things' in life. B'cos the 'extraordinary things' that you have been looking or seeking might not be as exciting, stupendous,phenominal, remarkable and marvelous as what you have thought.

Currently listening to it while im writing this and it gave me a lot of ideas. LOL. bah peace out!! kan sembahyang jumat lagi..esuk gi test!! wish me luck peeps.

heavenly X's & ardent O's
-mahyuddin

TRUE FRIEND

Friend is a word use to describe a person that is attached to another person by a feeling of affection or personal regard. Thats generally the whole idea, but true friend have a totally different meaning.

True friend is the person you talk to everyday in your life apart from your girlfriend/boyfriend, your parents or your grandmama, they are also the person you trust the most and the one you want to talk to when your depress. True friend is also one of the first people you want to tell the greatest news and probably the last person you would tell if you screwed him/her. True friend will be there for you through thick and thin. True friend will bitchslap the person that bitchslapped you. They will find billions of ways to make you laugh. True friend will be the one that would be with you when everyone else is against you.

But true friends is the most vicious people, hence when you have one, true friend is also the biggest bitch you will find in the world if you fight with them. They will be the one that would be suspected when you comit suicde. They are also the one that have the highest potential to being your enemy. They will also backstab you when your not looking. They will also love to see you fall if you climbed the mountain higer than him/her.

Friends may come and go but true friend is always forever no matter how long you lose contact with each other.

But despite all this absurdity and absinthian experience of having true firend, it is also a sugary sweet and whimsical beauty of countless experience.

Sweet X's and Sincere O's
-mahyuddin

What i did today!!

Im suppose to wrte about the song UNWRITTEN by Natasha Beddingfield (sorry if i misspelled it) and interpreting the meaning of the song. The lyrics really spoke to me well i dunno about you. But since today is worth posting about, what the heck eyh its worth my time anyway.

Today i went to my cousins cos durg ada majlis bedikir for my gorgeous little angel, Iffa Farihah and everything was sort of a BLAST i mean literally, okay here's the thing early that morning it was a downpour, labat banar bah ujannya ah!!. Then i immediately switched on my lapto p cos i forgot something REALLY important then my mom came in the door and asked us to take a shower then get dressed immediately. After i did that we had breakfast and went to their house. We thought it was early cos its 8. Sekalinya siap udah bah besusun naindahnya ah. Then kan we helped a little around the house and it was exhausting hari lagi panas, matahari bersinar dengan teriknya dan aku terasa haus..eseh!! Thenkan balum batah a2..KU RENUNG JAM YANG HINGGAP DI DINDING YANG MENUNJUKKAN JAM 1.30..double eseh!! then kana suruh tukar baju masa ku kan tukar baju a2 the room upstairs was empty so i lay on the bed and after that i went to the toiletkan, after a few minutes in the toilet aku keluar and evrything was chaotic and i was like 'How long have i been in the toilet?? stahu ku nda jau batah' c Fatin trais2, haikal, Hanin and hafiy were scurrying around psal nda mau tukar baju then i had to wait smpai everyone siap cos all the rooms were occuied even the toilet pun urg bbaris bah (yakah??).

Then dahtu i went kebawah then bru jua ku kan menikmati menikmati my few seconds of 'Calmness' kana surunh ngangkat campur ke luar then suddenly hujan ani labat bah brabis like mengajut lagi tu. masa the rain labat ah kana suruh ku ngambil payung d matuka, baru jua beberapa minit bah ku bjalan sudah tia basah brabis baju ku ah (FEEL THE RAIN ON YOUR SKIN, iklan pantene) yg bagi mentalnya lgi tmpat my dad paking a2 mcm ada lupak, sagainya kan bacali tapuruk tah ku jua. Last-last gibap jua eh, trelalu basah bah. Then msa ku masuk a2 bah my uncle mnagur "eh bahapa ko tagugur ko dalam lungkang??!!" sekalinya tu, adih becali banar. Then ku lap bah bju ku ah, yang mahalnya pakai napkun bah melap ah..sadang then i went upstairs to iron my bju smpai karing. After ku turun a2 (my baju cara melayu is already dry) ku lihat ke luar ah panas taya babalik adih. After the majlis abis i slept bah arh bilik tamu ah, AMPAR. Then i woke up it was 7 and my mum was like "eh jdi kan balik ni bektah laju!"

Then we went home i took a shower and o9 sudah ku o9 ada tia kawan ku ani ngitau the class a2 was fussing about my post well the purpose was not to offend anybody im just trying to state a point, don't be sensitive bah. Elek bui (relax boy). But i have a feeling that tomorrow is gonna be a scorcher.

Sweet X's & sincere O's
-mahyuddin

Inequality

Inequality might sound familiar well, you learned it in math but this is different i dnt wanna tok bout math infact i dont even wanna think about it. Inequality is a word that describes something being not equal in other words bias, contrast,disproportion and etc. I know your thinking is like "what the heck!!". Here's the thing.
Im not being pessimistic or whatever you guys call it, but the world these days are not built from uniformity everything is unfair well everything sounds harsh maybe most things are more suitable, okay back to the story, for those who knows the saying 'Life is pretty but it ain't fair' kudos to you man. I mean from the dawn of time human have been discriminating the facts of life for example when the white people discriminates the black people and forcing them to be slaves, im gonna stop here b'cos i dont want to infuriate any individual.

Just today i found out that the science classes are going to Seria on Monday. I mean WHY??, they're not even that special believe me even my dearest friend Muizz said so!! i mean some of the peeps there are totally undeserving. Im not jealous or whatever but its just that im curious why is the science class given this special treatment like my Economics teacher said the outcome of the students is all the same the only thing that differentiate these people from the people from other class is the subjects but all-and-all they're just like us, failing math and maybe English. OMG i made failing math so easy. Anywho im still unsatisfied by the fact that the science classes are given this speciality.

One other thing, you know BGIC right but if you dont just act as if its an awesome thing anyways the only people who is allowed to join is the science 1, i mean WHY most of them cant even speak english that well, they pronounced VEGETABLE as BIJITABAL..whats up with that..well i didnt know this until one of the teacher told me this.

SOAS should open theyre mind and to think about letting other classes other than the legendary science classes. Who knows you might find a diamond instead of a ruby.

Infinite X's and O's
-mahyuddin

First of May two thousand nine

This is the first post i posted since forever..all this time i have been making countless blogs of different kinds but unfortunately i hardly post more than two. It might sound ludicrous but its the truth. I know my blog isnt as fancy as yours are or the vocabulary usage might not be as flamboyant as your bestfriends friend who spent his/her days reading the thesaurus like there is no tomorrow but im being modest.At this point you would probably be wondering- what the ****, i know modesty is hard to find but if you look even harder you will find it, anyways back to the point, as i was saying..its not like your blog is read by any Oxford professor or whatnot, but alas its your blog and you are entitled to write as complicated or as simple as you can its your choice. Its a free country.

 Anywho..this afternoon i went to school for the bloody drama thing which might not even favor me in the future, i mean Drama/Play+Brunei="Eeew mihir jua eh mun urg brunai a2 urg brunai tah tu bah..nda mau-mau tia lagi kan memampng-mampangkan muhanya d pantas a2" thats a long answer there mate..but im sticking to it, trying to take the feel of my creative blood thats flowing in my body doing its job-being creative. Although i tried ever-so very hard to feel the flow but itactually drained my energy. Practicing for the whole 2 hours, running like bunch of petit-boureois trying to sell their stuff, and making faces of  pure deception and making everything look superficial  by accentuating the smallest thing like a simple grin, believe me its not that simple. With all this THING going on there must be another set of problems tagging along one of my close companions which must forever and always remain nameless is totally ditching me for his posse, i mean this might sound rather doltish and HELLO..EARTH TO ******* whats up with that i mean every time I was to speak a wee bit of my mind you always wanted to took the spotlight and cut me in the middle of the conversation i mean just grow up man your not that fabulous, your forhead is wide, your eyes made a vixen goldfish jealous (matamu a2 basar kalah goldfish..mun paham bisai) your hair looks like its gonna fall in a moment..DUHH!! In case your reading this or its the person next to you is the person well im sorry for this but YOU made me do this..lalala Seeya wouldnt wanna be ya!!! 

Countless X's and O's 

-mahyuddin