So i finally got to chat with my friend after a long time that i haven't been chatting with him, maklumlah i've been busy, he's been busy so that pretty much sums it up. So yeah since the big O is coming it feels like time is running out, i know time is flying by faster than ever everything just feels so, somewhat..sudden. Like i was in form one and i was still pudgy and short and now im in form 5. All grown up!. Damn how i miss those days where you need not to worry about form 6, universities, occupation, getting good results on everything, what subs to take, where to go next, drivers license or even those things where you contemplate 'have i achieved this and that'.
Maybe i worry too much or maybe its one of those days, idk. I live sort of a carefree lifestyle,or at least tried to. I still have things to handle, stuff to do, food to eat, jokes to tell, pointing and laughing at people who think i give a damn of what they say. And that to me barely scratches the tip of the iceberg of my long to-do lists, and the time is like running out and im still going slow. Sometimes i just want to run away from this pile of crap but this is reality i just gotta face them. I got my own way of handling them some of them are cry because your laughing, dance like no one's watching, laughing at the most random and the darnest things and of course to always savor every moment in life like savoring the last piece of chocolate.
And remember when life gives you 100 reasons to cry, show them 1000 reason to smile. or you could let them out and cry THEN you stand back up and smile for the whole universe to see.
with love
-mahyuddin
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