Monday 28 December 2009

Au revoir 2009!

This is the video i was talking about on my last post. Yes, it's not mine but this is my inspiration for the previous post. Enjoy and live life to the fullest and have fun.

Bye bye 09!

Assalamualaikum and hello to my non muslim reader.

 As we all know that 2009 is ending in 3 days and we are about to embark on a new journey in a new year, 2010. Have yo made your New Years resolutions yet? as for me, no actually i haven't..yet.

 2009 was great, it might not be my best year but i think this year is when i actually 'discovered' myself, NO. i'm not in any circumstances homosexual or the term familiarly used, gay. What i mean about 'discovered' myself is, i've had my share of ups and downs when i was in school, yes in soas. but this year i've had more downs than ups. It sucks? yes i have to admit it. But i recovered from it, and i wouldn't have knew that i could if it hadn't happen to me. I picked up myself, with the help of my lovely family and friends. And i think i have matured, it might not be physically but mentally. But that doesn't make me a total oldie, i will always be a kid at heart and the bubbly- annoying- preppy-super talkative and yet obnoxious one in your list of friends.

 I would've bore you by now so i'm moving on to something that we all can relate to (form 5 students). As we all know that  our perilous ordeal have not ended yet, we still have to wait for the result (commonly pronounced as reezal), the holidays are fun, no doubt with that but the "waiting for the result" part is really a painful thing. Maybe im just paranoid or i might just be too overly dramatic, we're known for being overly dramatic. WE? yes we, me and my friends namely Halimin. As the new year is approaching faster than what we could have imagined it's hard not to think about our o-level result, new years means results is going out anytime soon. just beware.


 The Result.
Coming soon to the theaters near you.

reader:hahahaha very funny mah!
me:really?
reader:err maybe.
me: yeayy! 
   
After this post i will post a video that inspired me to write this post. Have fun in 2010 and live life to the fullest.
Bye!

Friday 25 December 2009

First day of work!

Hello people on the internet!


 Okay so this morning i went to work in my uncle's very own gallery. Yeah his OWN art gallery. Well to be honest this is like the 2nd time i've worked for him in that gallery, my first time was when i was in form 3 while waiting for my PMB results. Speaking of PMB, i'd like to congragulate my brother for getting a good result, i know it's last months news already but who cares.

 Anyways working in a gallery is not quite exciting especially when nobody came to the gallery. Well there are a few people. But im grateful i get to work there, it gives me time to oh i don't know, think? But lets move on to the exciting part of my job. Since there are no people coming to the gallery almost all the time, i get to listen to my mp4, put it on full volume and rock along with the song.  Although, right before i do all the shinanigans i actually took the courtesy to look for any cctv cameras. Since there isn't any, well not that i know of. So i did it. I danced like nobody is watching, it felt good. Although i need to be aware of my surroundings, just incase a person walks in through the door and i made a complete fool of myself.

 Although if a person actually sees me "rocking" my ass of, that would be embarassing. Okay you might be wondering where the hell is my uncles gallery, well it's located in the sumbangsih mulia building. I think it's in Beribi. I better get paid for advertising his gallery.


OK gallery official symbol.

Forgive me if i annoy you with my grammatical errors, im too tired to read everything and now im outta this joint. Bye!!

3:47AM good morning and merry christmas!

Hey there!

  This is like my second post of the day, well technically this is the first post for Friday. Im still wide awake, as usual, yeap nothing new. I knew i shoulddn't have slept the whole afternoon, but you know me, "rebel".

 Right now im using the old internet explorer 7 i think, damn these things are like ancient. Havent't use them for quite awhile, ambung bah udah terdapat mozilla atu. Okay enough said.

 As we all know that tomorrow (today) is Christmas, i know we're living in a muslim country and a muslim community but we shouldn't forget about the other people who celebrates christmas. So MERRY CHRITMAS HOHOHO! to those who are celebrating it. It doesnt snow here in Brunei, i think your smart enough to figure that out. Incase you didn't notice, the red and green is the color for christmas.

 Anyways this evening, as i awoke from my sleep i decided to go watch tv and then the movie tinkerbell was on. I love Disney movies, i think their spectacularly awesome! So anyways since i haven't been watching tv lately cause i've been busy with whatever the hell i was doing that i havent got time to watch tv. I stayed for like 10 mins watching it then it gets interesting. I mean who knew little tiny fairies, no more bigger than my thumb could be so interesting? So i watched till the very end, and i almost changed the channel, but i didnt and guess what? Tinkerbell and the lost treasure was on, like another different movie about tinkerbell which i never knew existed. Heck i never knew disney made a movie about tinkerbell!

And guess who graced my desktop replacing my girls (SNSD)?

It's tinkerbell and her posse's


Yeah my wallpaper is a picture of tinkerbell and her posse's, you gotta a problem with that? haha im a child at heart!
anyways,
Enjoy your christmas (those who are celebrating it) and let us all begin the countdown till 2010!!
Made any New Year's resolution yet? I know im working on it! So seeya~

Thursday 24 December 2009

Good morning!

Hey!
  I know it's too early to blog, i mean what is it to blog about in the morning. Well nothing. Absolutely nothing, nada, zilch, zero! okay im rambling now. As you People might realize that there is no more loud music playing when you visit this sacred blog of mine, well guess what? i removed it. I mean i can understand that you people might be annoyed by the music, but heck even i was annoyed. I mean imagine opening my blog in the middle of the night and everybody was asleep and suddenly the music played so freakishly loud, ooh and in the middle of the night when it's all silent, don't you people realize that whatever you listen to tends to be louder than it is when you listen to it during the day? weird!


 Well i think it's weird. What? sue me for being weird. Oh gosh it's going to take ages if i debate this matter by myself in my head. FYI i tend to do that. Anyways is it possible that if you typed very fast that your laptop can't keep up with you? i mean i understand typo's but this? Oh and i think that my backspace button is being a shiznit. Saying shiznit sounds weird don't you think? whatever. I bet you people would realize by now that i am abusing the word WEIRD! i mean isn't that just something? 


 Well im off now to my trusty-know-it-all friend, Google. He/She might have the answer to my question. Wait does google have a gender? i mean i know the creator might be a guy but.. does it? i mean a guy would fantasize a girl and likewise for girls. Or which ever triggers your fantasy. Oh i better stop this debate about google, i might get sued.


 Okay im out! wait have you people been 'selling' my e-mail, cause lately alot of people have been adding my e-mail like almost everyday. i know for some of you that is not weird cause well people add you all the time and you prolly have like thousands of "friends" but for me that's a new record. But i will gladly accept them , you only live once so live and let loose. Plus the shitting with them is always fun cause you don't personally know them, what are the chances of you meeting them? wait a minute!! this is Brunei were talking about! we will eventually see them. Everybody knows everybody, it;s a small country.

 Okay i seriously need to go. Showering is essential to ones life.

Wednesday 23 December 2009

I call it chocolate love.

 These are the chocolates that i made. Don't they just look ever so delicious? Well they are. What's so special about it is that, it's hand made chocolates and they are also made by a 17 year old. Well i don't want to hog all the credit, it was my aunt  who offered me if i wanted to go in the first place and i immediately said yes. So she took me and my cousin.(Nadhirah). oh and my uncle also tagged along.

 It was quite a fun experience, i never thought that me, a chocoholic would ever learn how to make chocolates, cause in the chocolate world im a destroyer not a creator. haha what i meant  to say is i only eat chocolate, not make them. As you can see there are white chocolate, dark and also milk chocolates. I'm indulging in one right now.



  There are plans to sell these chocolates. But we are still waiting for approval from my uncle,  He had already supplied all the materials and whatnot. Hopefully, if we made it to the business scene that these hand made chocolates are a hit. Cause damn these chocolates are good. I would be lying if i say these chocolates doesn't taste good but it;s the truth, it actually taste good, it might sound like a total rip-off but these chocolates are good. Okay i think i've convinced you enough that these chocolate tastes good. 
  
 So be ready for a whole new experience and a whole new definition for fine chocolates.

-mahyuddin267







Photos by: Drman Ahmad.




When in KL.

I came back from KL 2 days ago. I was exhausted. As i stepped out of the airport i feel sad not because my dad picked me up a little late but because i will not be able to see my cousin for maybe a few weeks. Now, sitting in front of my laptop screen i feel so bored but yet are inspired at the same time.

This is my second post of the day, why i posted 2? well the first one was suppose to be posted a long time ago, well 2 weeks ago to be exact but unfortunately i forgot my password and the thought of retrieving the password was quite a hassle at that time but now i give it a thought and it's worth the hassle to retrieve the password. Okay seems like im way off topic.

So KL was fun i was there for 6 days starting from the 15th. HECK! KL was awesome, the first day i was there i learned how to make chocolates. (Yes! you read right, chocolates) I will post the pictures later. Then on the second day we went shopping till the 21st (it means we shop everyday, incase you didn't get what i said). Too long to describe every single detail.

I was the second person to be broke right after my dearest cousin Nadhirah (if your reading this, text me when you guys are having sleepover at Kampung ♥)
i bought a lot of books. 10 to be exact. Im currently reading Precious a book inspired by the novel Push by Sapphire. It's a good book but vulgarity is what this book is serving for dinner if you get what i mean. I think i will be posting the picture right after i finish this post.

See you in the next post.

Hi there!

Assalamualaikum for the muslims.
hi there.

I haven't been in the blogging scene for a while, i've been busy. What am i doing? well i've done a lot of things this past month and i don't think i can post evreything in one post cause it might look boring cause it goes on and on.

Another reason i didn't blog is that, im afraid. Afraid to make grammatical errors and i kept on re-reading every sentence. Imagine how long does it take to blog a single post of a few hundred words.

Anyways forget about that, lemme tell you about what i did this past few months of my holiday. I would describe it in detail but that would be a perilous journey just reading about it. Anyways to sum up everything i decided to just list the things i did.

1)Kayaking.
2)Hiking.
3)Helping my grandmum with her business.
4)Swimming.
5)Movies.
6)Sleepovers
7)Off to KL.
8)Making chocolates.
9)Reading books. (Yes, i read during the holiday, what's wrong with that?)
10)Hanging out with my friends.

Those are few things that i did, i don't think i can remember them all. What? i ain't no superhuman.

Bye

Friday 20 November 2009

There's a huge bug on my screen

hey doll face!

Okay i just sat down after a few second of freaking out on my own, what? there was an enormously humonguos gigantic huge big large insanely not little bug on my laptop screen it had like huge wings and long legs like owmaygod i can't even describe how it looks like and my room was dark and i cant see where the bug went i bet its dead by now. So... *awkward silence*

Anyways i just want to tell you that tomorrow we (drama people) will have our "very important" performance, its for those Victoria school of Singapore students. okay lets continue, (err the huge bug came back and i have to switch on the lights and i have an H1N1 brochure on my hand for safety measures) and i think its going to be on the afternoon. so hopefully the performance will be good and i don't embarrass myself for the foreign eyes to see. oh and lets pray there is no bug tomorrow, well huge ones that is.

Initially i want to write about something else and now the bug scared the hell out of me and i have writers block and the title was suppose to be 1145 which was the current time im blogging

its 12:01am and i am still wide awake which im not surprised. maybe i should sleep in another room, i don't want that nasty bug crawling inside me and starts feeding on my awesome flesh or breed for that matter.

and for those who are performing in a play, break a leg!

i think i should go grab a bug spray or something, bye now. :D
-with love

Thursday 12 November 2009

Confession

Hello world!

I finally finished my o-levels and now i am back. Well i finished my exams few days ago and i just don't feel like blogging but now i do! A lot have been happening since then, but where should i start?

Confession:
-Do you remember my hiatus announcement? yeah my previous post, well i'd be lying if i say i didn't open my internet and are actually studying cos well i have been online the whole time.

-I currently have writers block.

-I want to watch 2012 really-really bad, oh and fame too.

-The original title of this post is 'Remember my name'

i think that's it for now. catch you later.
-mah
with

Wednesday 7 October 2009

I guess it's goodbye.

Assalamualaikum!

Selamat hari raya! awuu masih raya ni dang/wang!. So tomorrow is our last day of school before the big O is coming. It's really sad to know that its finally ending, after years of studying, fighting, gossiping, dissing and joking around. Tomorrow will officially be the last lesson in soas. After 12.30pm tomorrow there's only going to be self study and maybe extraclasses, no more normal lessons. After that were going to face every students nightmares, the o-level!! that's the only time when we meet out friends.

And after that what happen? well, idk. And after the results came out and we all pass (AMIN!) our o-level and we're gonna go our separate ways, MD, Pte.M, Pte.K! Im sure im going to miss all my classmates, everything is not going to be the same, we're not going to the same canteen, physics lab or even the toilet. We're going to meet new people, find new interests, fought with a new b*tch and rant about other stuff. And although i'm not a fan of some of my teacher but im actually going to miss them, the way they torture us with homeworks, the 'sometimes' lame jokes they tell (although i do laugh at that) and the way they give us extra marks to give us a pass. I love them for doing all that, this might sound cliche but they make me who i am now.

It's hard for me to write this but i guess this is my way of saying im on hiatus until after the o-level. Word of advice: Don't forget to laugh until you cry! :D

Annyong haseyo!
-mahyuddin

Saturday 26 September 2009

They have it easy.

Hey dolls!

I can't help but wonder how we survive seeing that we live in today's shallow, materialistic and judgmental world we live in. Of course its easy for those with girls with striking features, tall and slender, like a thousand artists sculpted their face when their born. And of course we have its male counterpart with muscular bodies, sexy smirk and their faces ala the Korean eyecandies or Italian prince. Your pretty much set for the future if your in one of those categories of Greek gods and or goddesses. Everything is just so simple, easy, effortless. They don't need to work hard for anything, beautiful hair?, inviting smile?, pretty eyes? oh and the all time favorite..perfect porcelain skin?!. well guess what! they were born with it!! Im not saying these people are evil but some of them who are, they find it easy to make people succumb to their needs just by flashing a smile or waving at them. And of course a typical social climber who long to become popular would follow whatever they ask them to say even though they treat them like a pile of crap. sad but true!

But for mere mortals like me, you basically have to work hard at everything! Whipping your ass off studying to get excellent results, working out to get a buff body, spending trillions of dollars on cosmetics and facial wash alone just to look as good as them, doing research on how to be bubbly and funny. Reading books, doing research and brushing up on your personality just to survive the beautiful yet cruel world. Sad but true. Beautiful people works a fraction less than people like me. Sometimes i need to get that extra edge, that extra something a ripe cherry on top of that ice cream as they say, just to compete against these gorgeous beauties.

If you proudly disagree on this most blogged about thery well look at it this way.

Your interviewing for a new position in your huge firm and then you saw this two women with similar quality in their resume and one of them looks like a supermodel fresh off the runway and one of them looks like a regular girl, a plane jane, the girl next door like literally the girl you see next door. I would bet on my money that you would pick the gorgeous bi*ch instead of the plain girl.

Still not convinced??

Here's another situation, if you see 2 guys selling the same product, and one of them looks like a professional footballer that plays for MU and the other one looks like a regular bloke. its the same as the previous situation where you would pick the footballer over the regular bloke just because he looks good. If you said NO, eff off lah, i would proudly say to your face that you are lyin!

Sit down and contemplate my discussion and leave your comment if you like oppose!

with love
-mahyuddin

Wednesday 23 September 2009

Feels like time is running out

Assalamualaikum dear readers!


So i finally got to chat with my friend after a long time that i haven't been chatting with him, maklumlah i've been busy, he's been busy so that pretty much sums it up. So yeah since the big O is coming it feels like time is running out, i know time is flying by faster than ever everything just feels so, somewhat..sudden. Like i was in form one and i was still pudgy and short and now im in form 5. All grown up!. Damn how i miss those days where you need not to worry about form 6, universities, occupation, getting good results on everything, what subs to take, where to go next, drivers license or even those things where you contemplate 'have i achieved this and that'.

Maybe i worry too much or maybe its one of those days, idk. I live sort of a carefree lifestyle,or at least tried to. I still have things to handle, stuff to do, food to eat, jokes to tell, pointing and laughing at people who think i give a damn of what they say. And that to me barely scratches the tip of the iceberg of my long to-do lists, and the time is like running out and im still going slow. Sometimes i just want to run away from this pile of crap but this is reality i just gotta face them. I got my own way of handling them some of them are cry because your laughing, dance like no one's watching, laughing at the most random and the darnest things and of course to always savor every moment in life like savoring the last piece of chocolate.

And remember when life gives you 100 reasons to cry, show them 1000 reason to smile. or you could let them out and cry THEN you stand back up and smile for the whole universe to see.

with love
-mahyuddin

Monday 21 September 2009

It's so colorful!

Assalamualaikum!

I just got home from the mosque, sembahyang raya of course! And this morning was simply beautiful. The mosque was soo colorful, i meant the people lah, well actually the cara melayu! You can see like thousands, well no, maybe hundreds of different color, ranging from simple white to electric blue to dark grey and honey yellow. And never to forget the air it smelled like Nazmi, no i meant it literally smelled like Nazmi y'knw the kadai kain ah! This showed that obviously everyone is wearing new clothes, fresh off the Indians hands from the tailor shop. We must be grateful because were so lucky that we can afford new clothes the best money can buy in fact. WE should never forget the less fortunate too. After all Hari Raya is for all muslims of different race, backgrounds and social statuses. NO matter how rich you are, how pretty or handsome you are, tall, short, petite, gigantic it doesnt atter as long as your muslim.

I'd love to scribble more about raya telling you how beautiful it is and sometimes even magical but i got my family too y'knw. So many places to visit so little time.

with love
-mahyuddin

Selamat Hari Raya!

Assalamualaikum!

I finally updated my blog after a long hiatus. I have a bunch of stories to blog about. Infact i have tons!! As you all know that Brunei celebrated the Eid mubarak on Monday. I was urged to continue my never ending story of my reckless but beautiful life because i was reading bunch of excellent blogs. Lets just say i was 'inspired'.

Right after we break fast this evening i immediately opened my facebook and wrote a "not so funny but i intended it to be funny" note about how i apologize about stuff i did all year long. As you muslims know that Hari Raya is the best time to
apologize.

And just now i realized that im a wallflower incase you are not familiar with that term, it means a person who are very shy and they usually blend in with regular and less interesing crowd but these types of people are very interesting and fun to talk to and of course very memorable to a certain point that you might even fall in love with them. okay falling in love sounds extreme but its in the territory of such, aaah infatuation! thats the word.

Manchester united won by one point thanks to Rooney-Fletcher-Fletcher-Owen. i only wathed the 2nd half of the game though, y'knw raya prep. But credits to Owen cos he scored the winning goal, i gave up hope and i was cursing Berbatov cos he attempted like too many but not one goal and Ferdinand cos he was the one that i saw that made Bellamy score well idk what really happened but i blame Ferdinand!! well use to. i can rant all night long but i chose not to! :D

I'd love to continue but im ever so tired to type and my eyes are sleepy oh and my stupid windows live messenger is not working like wtf! During this lovely time of year i don't want to rant or talk crap because i want to be a better person than i am before! fyi i kept pressing the letter 'W' which is like why, and im currently overusing the backspace button due to a disease i call typo!

Before i got i'd love to say Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and i know this is the time to enjoy ourselves but bear in mind that the exams are coming!

-mahyuddin

Wednesday 2 September 2009

Takin' back my love

This vid makes me go woooooo yeah!! hahahahahahaha who cares if its old..i just happen to be addicted to it! :D

Saturday 29 August 2009

Your my kryptonite

Hello all!

This afternoon i had my orals for english, i would say it sucks! I mean the examiner is obviously inhumane, c'mon woman gitve it a break. I hope i maintain my oral result from june, fyi i got 1 for my orals, not to brag but just tellin ya'. Anyways the orals is obviously not the problem, as you readers know last nite i slept late and this mornin my mom was like nagging me and im sooo totally not in the mood! And to add to all the misery, we had 4 periods of physics and followed by 2 periods of math. And i thought after those 2 subs are done then i'll be fine but i thought wrong, things got even worse when this dude like cari klaie bek jua aku puasa, if not ah grrr tah ku udah tuu!!

Anyways gotta jump
-mahyuddin

Boredom everload!

Hey dolls!

Its 1:56am few more hours till sahur, but i can't sleep and i have my orals tomorrow, tough luck, i shouldn't have snoozed the whole afternoon. Few days back i finish giving my blog a 'facelift' cos the previous ones were pretty but i guess its time for change.

So to speak, few hours back before i decided to blog i was blog hopping, and i found few blogs, random ones that really caught my attention. I've seen a lot and i have dissed alot too, but who am i to judge?. And so i found this blog that made me ponder on why do i even made a blog in the first when i practically don't have anything to post about. But then again sooner or later i will eventually delete my blog, but not in the near future though because i still have a long way to go and and alot more to post about about my day to day activities and me blabbering about random shiz and whatnot. Unfortunately my blog is not in anyones radar aka my blog is not famous. But if you happen to be loyal reader,well thanks for the support. And if you happen to be a newbie and you just stumble upon my blog from some random links from your friends b;og, well if you like my blog link them if you hate'em leave asap, i dnt wanna be on your bad side. And as you fellow bloggers and avid readers can see i have new cbox on the left (i think). My old cbox?, i accidentally deleted them. Don't hesitate to leave a comment. Haters will not be tolerated and will be ignored, but are welcome to criticize.

Wish me luck for my orals tomorrow, well by the time your reading this its probably gonna be the end of this year, who knows but if you happen to be at the right time well then, wish me luck!

-mahyuddin

Monday 24 August 2009

Congrats to all June-ers!

Okay so today im hungry, (duh!, trying to state the obvious much)oh okay and soo i went home from school this mornin' and my dad said the results is gonna come out, but of course i've heard that like a gajillion times already so i just took it lightly and couldn't careless. So when i arrive kan, i immediately open my lappy and go online since nobody is on except some random ppl who i prolly never met in my whole entire life, and so the story goes, so i slept well actually terslept. Then i woke up and i checked my phone and my dad is like calling me like 3 times, miscall lah. So im curious and i checked it and i saw 7 ppl text me, then the next thing i knw, everyone was talking about june o-level. So i immediately called my dad, kalinya he sed i got B's for both my subs i was still blurred out lah! like what!!!!! then chat this and that and whatnot and shizzyy!! my head is like spinnin' around like crazy i was blurrrrrrrrrrrreeedddd

This is Afiqah!! Aaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!~~~~ crushes are bothersome XD

that was my cousin she said she wants cameo! i got 2 B's baby, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha and to all June-ers that pass their exams. Congrats!!

Thursday 23 July 2009

Loco moco!

Heyall!

this mornin during physics well before physics i ran from our class to the lab. hahahahaha..so as i was sayin' when we were in the lab we do some work and stuff then sir mula tia asking ppl for their signature, i was puzzled at first then rupanya record kana bagi!! "boh record dah kuar..omg help me survive this pain" i thought to myself. Then after this and that, badabing-badaboo its my turn! tan! tan! tan! Im rather not tell what's my position in class! movin on, after i got the result i was shocked, like literally shocked! and if you were there you can obviously see my face literally dropped cos before that i was laughing with limin abt stuff. Back to the story, so after that i was speechless but i still manage to laugh. Then we had our breaks and after that i went to drama so idk whats happening in class. Drama practice was fun! we finally got it synchronised eventhough that one lad is missing but we managed to perfect our new moves. Most of the moves are change due to unmentionable reason. So after we finished i went out and waited for my peeps to come out of class then we pray at the surau with sir azri as our imam. Then we had our history extraclass, not many attended though.

Anyways now for the interesting bits, after we finished me ad limin was bored to the bone so we were joking about going to dewan bahasa by foot, then we actually did it, it was fun well fun would be an understatement!! we took photos as if we were tourists and stuff, then kan ada this st.georgian s***s sitting outside the school gate and they were like..nvm. So we laughed like crazy reminiscing about our crazy and happy times and not to forget all thos sad stuff about exams, girls, jealousy and whatnot. It was fun we took photos d garai and i bought skyblue. After a long interesting yet funny walk we finally arrived arah dewan bahasa. Then still we havent gotten tired yet although limin is fasting. So we went to yayasan due to lack of interesting place to go. Then at around 13.15 i went home. Thats it, if ur wondering abt the photos..i already uploaded it on facebook.

bye!
stay frosty fellow readers!
-mahyuddin

Tuesday 14 July 2009

Bored to the bone aka buring ke utak!

Hello para pembaca2 ku yang setia! Im actally planning to blog about this very eventful night in english..then i realized one of my old friend, liked my previous post about me writing in malay so imma start writing in malay.

Aku ani sebenarnya boring bah ni, tadi aku ani siap sudah bah ni ready dah kan tidur, bekabat udah ni pintu ah, lampu pun pajah udah, sekalinya nda jua dapat tidur, dui malai tarang lakat bah mata ah! Mana inda, tadi patang biar tia pulang kan tidur mengurancah sampai ke maghrib, ahahahaha! Sevenarnya aku ani nda kana suruh makai laptop bah ni..well sendiri pulang membuat tu rule atu. Tapi sagainya kan becali, aku ani nda tia jua dapat tidur, not only that mendangar tah ku lagi kompilasi lagu2 jiwang yg menusuk kalbu sanubari ku (ezzzeh!!) yg bisprin ku bagi ani! Atoyaaa matai, kejiwa ku selajur.

Adakan awal2 ku gtau yg aku kn blogging pasal "very eventful night"?? pecaya abiskita jua ah! sebenarnya aku blogging ani ganya kan ngilangkan boring..boring apa melayu nya kan??......oh bosan!, baru ku ingat..yataba saja kan ngilangkan bosan bah! Hayooo esuk lgi skulah, ani tangah malam udah blum jua ku dpat tidur..gerenti menungkat mata ni esuk di sekulah! Bah atu kali gnya! kan menyubuk blog bisdurang peranakan ku dan teman2ku dulu! manatau ada kan di liat!

Btw siapa yg mentext ku tdi atu, sorry ah! nda ku tebalas away ku tdi ah, aku tau ani pun my dad yg gtau but at that time sdah d shutdown nya lkaptop ku ani!

hugs serta kisses
-mahyuddin

Saturday 11 July 2009

I will survive!!

Heyall!!

Im back after a few weeks hiatus! Im simply not motivated to post in my blog, cos the only person who reads this is me, myself and I. Its been a week since the school is reopened. We had our holidays extended from the 28th of June. Can you imagine that!? 3 whole weeks of lounging around the house, seeing no light of day and couch potato-ing. It might sound very inviting and paradise to some of us but for me 1 week extra holiday is a complete utter tedium! Your prolly wondering like whattaheck is he talking about?? extended school holiday is waaay cool!!. I would agree on that but due to H1N1 aka the swine flu, we are not allowed to go out. Staying indoors for weeks can take a serious toll on you..it makes you lazy, braindead and it gives you a lifetime supply of flab!!

So since the first day the school was reopened we have to get our temperature checked. awu sapa panas kana suruh balik! jgn nda galat! So today we had our english mock exam!! PAYAAAHHH NYAMUUUU!!!! gagar ku bah membuat ah! nda lgi mbca instruction, panat! Paper 1 was kinda hard for me, i mean the topics is not really that simple but then again, 'if its simple or easy the intelligent will fool the fools!' So as far as the saying goes it does give me an idea of how we should equalize this issue! Enough with that! Back to the english paper, although it was rather hard and mind-boggling to even contemplate the possible answer but i survived!

FYI my room is like a disco! i played all this crazy oldies like ABBA, Etta James and many more..not only that i also played the black eyed peas and etcetera. So imma party like there's no tomorrow and bring the house down!! Yeah baby shake it!!

"Work hard, play hard and party harder" by yours truly mahyuddin!

-mahyuddin

Monday 22 June 2009

Pantai Muara!

Hello, apa abar nya?

Kadiaku ani taisliur kan menulis dlm bahasa melayu ah, yatah ni. Bah enjoy tia cerita ku ani.

Tadi pagi aku bangun ani bah..eh balik2 jua eh. Yatabah miani kisah ku ani nyamu. Pagi atu kan aku paksatah awal bangun, di malam lagi ku akhir tidur tu eh..becali bnar.
Yatahkan pagi2 buta atu tah ku terpaksa menungkat mata. Lapas atu membuka facebook tah ku pagi2 ah, chat jua ku ngan cousin ku. Lapas atu kan ada tia amah kami ani mengarik dari bawah, membariwatir lagi usulnya mengarik ani, nya urang nya 'Bagai ayam bwrtelur sebiji, riuh sekampung'. Aku ani gagas tah ku jua turun ingatkan tah apa. Rupanya amit sama babu ani sampai tia sudah kan mengangkut kami ani ke pantai, Perjalanan kami untuk ke pantai Muara pun diteruskan.

Setelah tiba di pantai, kami pun mula mengeluarkan naindah2an kami ani, kunun2 nya aku ani kana suruh mencari tampat tah ni, dui malai nda jua belurih eh..berabut bah, jangantah usulnya sunyi atu tapi ramai jua urang. Baik jua bisperanakan babu ku ani awal sudah datang ampit jua punduk. Abis durang ani masih di arah tampat paking ni kan mengangkat makanan. Sudah kami selesai, setel sudah. Mula tah kami ani kan menyalai2. Kami mandi pulang di laut, nda pulang kami menyalai. Lapas batah berandam di pantai, naik tah kami. Makan time!! otw kan kesana, nampak tah ku laki2 ani. Nyangku mcm kenal sja. Sekali sudah ampir baru tah ku kilala rupanya Bungsu anak-beranak makan. Setelah selesai menikmati jamuan yang telah disediakan, kami pun terus bermain, berlari, tertawa..eseh!

Lapas batah bejamur di bawah sinaran matahari yang terik..hehe aku pun naik tah, dlm pkul 3 kali. Minum ku bhapa dulu, lapas atu mandi..skalinya siap ku mandi ah, beceramin tah ni kadiaku ani. Sekalinya ku liat muha ku ani. Ya'rabbi!! nauzubillah bah hitam nya ah..Bakulaaat!!. Padahal beurapi sudah sunblock nda jua behasil, kan betukup, nda jua ada kan dipakai menukup muka ani.Hayya, hantam sajalah. Lapas ku siap kana suruh makan lagi kan, aku ON eh. Dahtu babu ku ani becerita taya pasal urg menapau ani. Ingatahku satu kisah ani..hehe nanti tah ku menceritakan. Sekali bepanyap tia kami ani, kan balik lah kununya ni. Ada tia Mr Softy..eh Mr Softy bah trak eskrem yang belagu2 ah..yatabah, ada tia menjangul batang idungnya. Singgah tia lagi cousin ku ani. Lapas atu batah tah kami lagi makan eskrem duduk2. ramai2 lagi tu eh! kiut.

Dahtu sudah di kerita otw balik atu. Ampar bah bilang urang kengalihan, banar jua tu dari pagi. Sudah sampai ke rumah aku mandi lagi ku sekali, rakat bah badan ah. Yatah kisah ku tu!

Di kesempatan ini saya, Md Mahyuddin ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kerana sudi membaca ceritaku yang serba kekurangan berbanding cerita tuan/puan pembaca sekalian.

-mahyuddin

Saturday 20 June 2009

Last Thursday!

Bounjour!

I wrote this right after i went home from Di Gadong hall in Ministry of youth, culture & sports. But the internet connection was, lets just say its not on my side!

I just got back from this show in MoYCS. It was a theatre production produced by the peeps from ISB. At first i went to SOAS and meet Mrs Kim (our drama teacher) so next we all went to this restaurant if im not mistaken its BCR kah or something. So we ate, we chat, we laugh and it was jolly good. The show starts at aroung 7 or so. So were off on our way there. When we arrived we were given the tickets by Mrs Kim, so we went in. There's a lot of caucasians. I was about to..nvm! So we sat down to watch the show. The show started with this young fellow. And this and that.

The show was sublime and the actors was splendid. Thats all i have to say. BTW the show was called, The boy who fell into a book!

Bye
Sincere X's and O's
-mahyuddin

Monday 15 June 2009

In Serasa on Saturday

Hello my fellow readers!

I'm certainly happy because its the holidays. Well apparently i haven't posted the event that was happening on Saturday seeing that i was too lazy and tired to do it. Well apparently im stating the obvious.

The day started so very slooooww hahahaha! huh im still to lazy to do it. Okay here is what happened well not in full detail, that morning we did a 5km run around Serasa. Then after finished me and my peeps joined the treasure hunt we didn't win. Tough luck!. Okay so the day progressed constantly little laughter here and there push up here and there. Orders by that bastard..hmph!! Then that afternoon it was a scorcher thank god there's a calming breeze blowing from the sea..eseh!!

Firstly we ate our scrumptious, delicious, delicate burnt sausage. Well metaphorically speaking. Then it was boring..Then me and limin decided to go for a stroll then ada kmi jumpa this place like really private mcm pool usulnya. Then kmi turun then we jumped into the water mcm urg gila kami swimming 2 urg then i thot wouldn't it be nice if we walked slowly towards them, dripping wet, under the sun..baywatch much!!Then we did it and they were like "Mah!! ko jln sma aku" hahaha then rmai tia urg in our class jumped into the water hahaha!

Then we finished..long story lah! i can't tell you, you need to be there to really understand the whole situation..it was fun!! i took lotsa photos but malas ku taruh d sini its really tiring plus i already put it on my facebook album. Toodles

hugsandbitches
-mahyuddin

Thursday 11 June 2009

11.6.09

Hey B!

Today is Thursday, obviously. So as i was saying, today we didn't do any studying, well except for economics and math. It was like a party in our class. Before break we had our PE and after that we just lounge around doing nothing. Our BM and POA teacher is not really that hard to persuade. So we did nothing for almost the whole day. Apparently i was super frisky and im bored so i took the liberty to take candid photos of my fellow comrades ..y'knw testing my "paparazzi" skills. Surprisingly nobody expected me of taking their photos.

Apparently as the minutes passed by of pure relaxation *really???* suddenly a burst of havoc strikes when they raped, yup you heard me raped my friend Afiq. Well not really raping him until he fell to disgrace and lost his untouched virginity. Just some silly rape where they strip him half naked. Well i have to admit it is rather enjoyable to watch, don't get me wrong but the humor and and craziness can really be sensed. Today was fun and i can't wait for Saturday, cos were having a beach party at Serasa. SERASA?? i know, not really the "party beach" but what do you expect its orders from the principal. Can't wait for the holidays.

If your wondering about the photos, well i want to upload it but im waaay too tired to do it. And plus i already uploaded it to facebook.

Countless X's and O's
-mahyuddin

Tuesday 9 June 2009

Class photo!

Bonjour my dearest peeps!

Today i woke up at like freakin 6!!! I totally was not i repeat NOT i repeat NOT in the mood. As i ponder the days pondering where did i go wrong. Well it could be because i slept late last night but then again it could be because my dad was freaking out at me because I was not studying much..Well fyi i studied productively every single day!!

To make matters worse today, of all the great and beautiful days there is in 2009! it has to be today! I was not even prepared for crying out loud I was shocked right then and there..your probably thinking 'Oh its just some freakin' exam' well its even worse.
its CLASS PHOTO DAY!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Well can you imagine the horror?? of course not! its just a class photo, i mean its not a big deal!. Well its not. Wait, it is!. I just realized this today. I never look good in any class photo..which adds to the dilemma of this whole idea about "class photo". I wouldn't say that im not photogenic but i do have..a little.

Well my day did not end there..if i have to pay 10 cents for everything that made my day so bloody irritating, im practically broke! cos yeah today sucks! im not gonna mention why..because i do not wanna offend any individuals.

I know this might sound corny and cliche but tomorrow is a new day, a new beginning, a new chapter in the never ending book of my life..lets all pray that it's gonna be a wonderful, magical, whimsical, beautiful, priceless and all the words that i can't imagine. Like my friend told me this noon "Dunia ani berputar, manusia akan berubah dan hanya masa yang menentukan"

Infinite X's and incalculable O's
-mahyuddin

Monday 8 June 2009

Happy b'day to my fellow peeps!

I just remembered this after i publish my previous post..yang di bawah ani!
As i was saying today is the 8th day of June and apparently today is my very, very, very close friends, brother, homies, partner in crime, peeps Md Halimin Hj Mumin..happy birthday brodaaa!! hahahaha it was a joyous day today the class looks like a party well actually everyday plg my class looks like a party..cos were party animals!! hahahahah anyways he brought food tia and we eat we talk we laugh and all the things that people do when there's a party oh and apparently he's 17..the big oneseven. ..oh i don't want to forget to mention that today is also my best homy, good friend, super peeps Burhan's b'day!! hahahahaha i almost forget about him. Happy Super-duper sweet 16 to you Bur!! Well since i haven't got the time to buy u guys a present so i decided to post your birthday DAY -.- in my blog for the world to read!!

Happy birthday..enjoy it you have until 12 o'clock.
-mahyuddin

Im simply back!

I would usually start with something rather arduous but im too tired too even think of a good topic to blog about. One thing is for sure, i haven't updated my blog since, well since the last time i updated it. I am really familiar with the term "Blog hopping" well i heard it from my beloved cousin of mine. She introduced me the whole concept. Blog hopping as i was speaking is defined as visiting few blogs that you think are really cool, written by people you can really relate to and you visit them regularly. These people feel a special bond towards each other and visit and comment on the blogs in their circle daily!.

When i do that 7 out of 10 would write something like this 'I haven't updated this blog for awhile and i really miss it' Im not saying its a bad thing, im just curios and just am taken by the whole idea of this 'phenomenon'. The real question i would like to ask is, Do you really miss updating it?. Enough of those i miss this and that shiggalo (i made that up). Moving on.. few days ago one of my fellow classmates said to me..

Imma stop there, i gotta go like seriously!!

No X's but maybe O's
-mahyudin

Wednesday 13 May 2009

Exam Season

Hello Lover!!

I know you love me to death and your probably my loyal reader. Unfortunately i need to prioritize and concentrate on my studies, its the exam season!!

xoxoxoxoxoxJune O-levelxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

sorry for the inconvenient!!



Stay sexy, you know you'll miss me!!
-mahyuddin

Friday 8 May 2009

A day at the beach!!












UNWRITTEN

You probably have heard the song Unwirtten by Natasha Bedingfield, well if u dont bah bektah liat TV atu n tunggu iklan pantene, arah Youtube kah taip saja tia UNWRITTEN. Aldo lagu ani lama plg sudah tapi bagi ku lagu ani timeless bah. Bah kontiniu story ku ani ah, well this song really spoke to me especially the lyrics. for me the whole definiton of this song is LIFE.

What i meant is that the lyrics is a comparing our life to a book. But a book, has beggining, the whole story and the ending, pretty much written in articulate description of beautiful vocabulary and a sure ending after reading a few hundred pages which is written by an author. But life is not like that, basically your the author of your own book, to be more clear you yourself is incharge of your own life. Ada kan arh lyricnya it sez 'open up the dirty window and let the sun illuminate the words you could not find' well for me this means that open up to new experiences and and find new thing to do every day.

This song also tells you to enjoy life to the fullest, just by enjoying the very little things in life like feeling the rain on your skin on not afraid to voice out and tell the world what you think, cos no one can speak the words that you thought..well just don't go overboard with it, smpai hurt people pnya feelings. Also the line where it says 'We've been condition to not make mistakes' whoever made this condition is prolly nuts, aldo making few mistakes is quite important but if u make many mistakes and you learn from it, you can benefit more in life rather than making no mistakes and eventually making a huge mistake at once. 'Live your life with arms wide open' this tells you to make peace and accept people and to appreciate the give that Allah has bestow upon you.

At the end of the day all you need to do is live life to the fullest and appreciate whats around you and always be grateful to Allah. The next day is a new beginning, a new chapter in your book and all you need to do is open your ears and eyes and appreciate the little things in life instead of looking for that extraordinary things in life and not stopping for a moment to smell the roses and ending up missing a lot than gaining that 'extraordinary things' in life. B'cos the 'extraordinary things' that you have been looking or seeking might not be as exciting, stupendous,phenominal, remarkable and marvelous as what you have thought.

Currently listening to it while im writing this and it gave me a lot of ideas. LOL. bah peace out!! kan sembahyang jumat lagi..esuk gi test!! wish me luck peeps.

heavenly X's & ardent O's
-mahyuddin

Tuesday 5 May 2009

TRUE FRIEND

Friend is a word use to describe a person that is attached to another person by a feeling of affection or personal regard. Thats generally the whole idea, but true friend have a totally different meaning.

True friend is the person you talk to everyday in your life apart from your girlfriend/boyfriend, your parents or your grandmama, they are also the person you trust the most and the one you want to talk to when your depress. True friend is also one of the first people you want to tell the greatest news and probably the last person you would tell if you screwed him/her. True friend will be there for you through thick and thin. True friend will bitchslap the person that bitchslapped you. They will find billions of ways to make you laugh. True friend will be the one that would be with you when everyone else is against you.

But true friends is the most vicious people, hence when you have one, true friend is also the biggest bitch you will find in the world if you fight with them. They will be the one that would be suspected when you comit suicde. They are also the one that have the highest potential to being your enemy. They will also backstab you when your not looking. They will also love to see you fall if you climbed the mountain higer than him/her.

Friends may come and go but true friend is always forever no matter how long you lose contact with each other.

But despite all this absurdity and absinthian experience of having true firend, it is also a sugary sweet and whimsical beauty of countless experience.

Sweet X's and Sincere O's
-mahyuddin

Sunday 3 May 2009

What i did today!!

Im suppose to wrte about the song UNWRITTEN by Natasha Beddingfield (sorry if i misspelled it) and interpreting the meaning of the song. The lyrics really spoke to me well i dunno about you. But since today is worth posting about, what the heck eyh its worth my time anyway.

Today i went to my cousins cos durg ada majlis bedikir for my gorgeous little angel, Iffa Farihah and everything was sort of a BLAST i mean literally, okay here's the thing early that morning it was a downpour, labat banar bah ujannya ah!!. Then i immediately switched on my lapto p cos i forgot something REALLY important then my mom came in the door and asked us to take a shower then get dressed immediately. After i did that we had breakfast and went to their house. We thought it was early cos its 8. Sekalinya siap udah bah besusun naindahnya ah. Then kan we helped a little around the house and it was exhausting hari lagi panas, matahari bersinar dengan teriknya dan aku terasa haus..eseh!! Thenkan balum batah a2..KU RENUNG JAM YANG HINGGAP DI DINDING YANG MENUNJUKKAN JAM 1.30..double eseh!! then kana suruh tukar baju masa ku kan tukar baju a2 the room upstairs was empty so i lay on the bed and after that i went to the toiletkan, after a few minutes in the toilet aku keluar and evrything was chaotic and i was like 'How long have i been in the toilet?? stahu ku nda jau batah' c Fatin trais2, haikal, Hanin and hafiy were scurrying around psal nda mau tukar baju then i had to wait smpai everyone siap cos all the rooms were occuied even the toilet pun urg bbaris bah (yakah??).

Then dahtu i went kebawah then bru jua ku kan menikmati menikmati my few seconds of 'Calmness' kana surunh ngangkat campur ke luar then suddenly hujan ani labat bah brabis like mengajut lagi tu. masa the rain labat ah kana suruh ku ngambil payung d matuka, baru jua beberapa minit bah ku bjalan sudah tia basah brabis baju ku ah (FEEL THE RAIN ON YOUR SKIN, iklan pantene) yg bagi mentalnya lgi tmpat my dad paking a2 mcm ada lupak, sagainya kan bacali tapuruk tah ku jua. Last-last gibap jua eh, trelalu basah bah. Then msa ku masuk a2 bah my uncle mnagur "eh bahapa ko tagugur ko dalam lungkang??!!" sekalinya tu, adih becali banar. Then ku lap bah bju ku ah, yang mahalnya pakai napkun bah melap ah..sadang then i went upstairs to iron my bju smpai karing. After ku turun a2 (my baju cara melayu is already dry) ku lihat ke luar ah panas taya babalik adih. After the majlis abis i slept bah arh bilik tamu ah, AMPAR. Then i woke up it was 7 and my mum was like "eh jdi kan balik ni bektah laju!"

Then we went home i took a shower and o9 sudah ku o9 ada tia kawan ku ani ngitau the class a2 was fussing about my post well the purpose was not to offend anybody im just trying to state a point, don't be sensitive bah. Elek bui (relax boy). But i have a feeling that tomorrow is gonna be a scorcher.

Sweet X's & sincere O's
-mahyuddin

Saturday 2 May 2009

Inequality

Inequality might sound familiar well, you learned it in math but this is different i dnt wanna tok bout math infact i dont even wanna think about it. Inequality is a word that describes something being not equal in other words bias, contrast,disproportion and etc. I know your thinking is like "what the heck!!". Here's the thing.
Im not being pessimistic or whatever you guys call it, but the world these days are not built from uniformity everything is unfair well everything sounds harsh maybe most things are more suitable, okay back to the story, for those who knows the saying 'Life is pretty but it ain't fair' kudos to you man. I mean from the dawn of time human have been discriminating the facts of life for example when the white people discriminates the black people and forcing them to be slaves, im gonna stop here b'cos i dont want to infuriate any individual.

Just today i found out that the science classes are going to Seria on Monday. I mean WHY??, they're not even that special believe me even my dearest friend Muizz said so!! i mean some of the peeps there are totally undeserving. Im not jealous or whatever but its just that im curious why is the science class given this special treatment like my Economics teacher said the outcome of the students is all the same the only thing that differentiate these people from the people from other class is the subjects but all-and-all they're just like us, failing math and maybe English. OMG i made failing math so easy. Anywho im still unsatisfied by the fact that the science classes are given this speciality.

One other thing, you know BGIC right but if you dont just act as if its an awesome thing anyways the only people who is allowed to join is the science 1, i mean WHY most of them cant even speak english that well, they pronounced VEGETABLE as BIJITABAL..whats up with that..well i didnt know this until one of the teacher told me this.

SOAS should open theyre mind and to think about letting other classes other than the legendary science classes. Who knows you might find a diamond instead of a ruby.

Infinite X's and O's
-mahyuddin

Friday 1 May 2009

First of May two thousand nine

This is the first post i posted since forever..all this time i have been making countless blogs of different kinds but unfortunately i hardly post more than two. It might sound ludicrous but its the truth. I know my blog isnt as fancy as yours are or the vocabulary usage might not be as flamboyant as your bestfriends friend who spent his/her days reading the thesaurus like there is no tomorrow but im being modest.At this point you would probably be wondering- what the ****, i know modesty is hard to find but if you look even harder you will find it, anyways back to the point, as i was saying..its not like your blog is read by any Oxford professor or whatnot, but alas its your blog and you are entitled to write as complicated or as simple as you can its your choice. Its a free country.

 Anywho..this afternoon i went to school for the bloody drama thing which might not even favor me in the future, i mean Drama/Play+Brunei="Eeew mihir jua eh mun urg brunai a2 urg brunai tah tu bah..nda mau-mau tia lagi kan memampng-mampangkan muhanya d pantas a2" thats a long answer there mate..but im sticking to it, trying to take the feel of my creative blood thats flowing in my body doing its job-being creative. Although i tried ever-so very hard to feel the flow but itactually drained my energy. Practicing for the whole 2 hours, running like bunch of petit-boureois trying to sell their stuff, and making faces of  pure deception and making everything look superficial  by accentuating the smallest thing like a simple grin, believe me its not that simple. With all this THING going on there must be another set of problems tagging along one of my close companions which must forever and always remain nameless is totally ditching me for his posse, i mean this might sound rather doltish and HELLO..EARTH TO ******* whats up with that i mean every time I was to speak a wee bit of my mind you always wanted to took the spotlight and cut me in the middle of the conversation i mean just grow up man your not that fabulous, your forhead is wide, your eyes made a vixen goldfish jealous (matamu a2 basar kalah goldfish..mun paham bisai) your hair looks like its gonna fall in a moment..DUHH!! In case your reading this or its the person next to you is the person well im sorry for this but YOU made me do this..lalala Seeya wouldnt wanna be ya!!! 

Countless X's and O's 
-mahyuddin