Post no. 58

Bah silakantah!

Im feeling emo today. Well actually i don;t know what im feeling right now. At times i feel happy and all of a sudden im down by the dumpsters, next thing you know i feel just like i want to cry and at some point i even laugh at random things. Like my bestfriend Halimin said,  "mireng udah utak bilang urang ni Mah, jangantah kau ingau aku ia jua ni" I personally am not arguing with that, cause i think i am going nuts. Whatever happened to me? i use to be young, wild and crazy. Well i am still young.

And just to let you readers know, Vanessa Carlton-We're in heaven is currently playing on my iPod, on repeat i might add. Yes i am THAT emo. I don't even feel like singing today, which is very very very weird, I thought this day would never come, but nevertheless we have to face the music, If your really that cluesless If you still don't know what the hell am i talking about well Im talking about my o-level resutls. I worry too much, i mean how can you not be? This is the future we're talking about. This can make or break you. I mean what if i didn't preform well on my exam, what if i didn't make it to form 6 this year. These are some of the things that has been bugging me all day. I just can't stop thinking about it. They say that im fine cause i already have 2 o's. But what good it is to me if it's only 2? And some would say, if you are able to answer the questions im sure you'll be fine. Are you sure about that? i mean people can hantam you know.  Who are they you ask? well, my friends, cousins and my parents.

 I think i should be going now. It's inappropriate and selfish of me to make you guys worry. But i think i can handle it, im fine.

Fact of the day

Eggplants aren`t vegtables they`re really fruits